26 February, 2010

How to find Spirit?

Curious, how do you find spirit? Is it through a prayer, a meditation, a movement, a sound, a book, a song? Or are you driven to spirit through a mini crisis, elated moment?

This past month, our spirits were shaken up with a medical scare for my husband. We are still finding out about his condition and its severity. At this point, we feel grounded that we have found a good support system to take us through to health and well being. But the road has not been an easy one. There were many detours and upsets along the way, in the form of noise relatives who wouldn't listen, doctors that didn't care, medications that causes more upset.

Now, we are grounded and finding our family spirit. What is keeping us strong and together is our commitment to each other and hopefully the spirit that we have allowed to grow in our home.

Nurturing from the inside out... this is where we have found our spirit.

WINGS - Emptiness and Wave of Light

The Emptiness and the Wave of Light

February 16, 2010

Missed the WINGS posts for February 10th and February 12th? You can read them in the archives.
Not only have we been removed from much of late, or rather “sequestered,” but there is an emptiness present as well. Feeling blank, hollow, singular, or even experiencing a loss of identity, are common sensations of this new emptiness.
We are preparing to receive an immense wave of light. This light will wash over the planet and create many changes…all in relation to creating a planet that is more in alignment with the light, or a higher level way of living and being. Feeling empty, then, is part of the preparation…a precursor to being filled up with the beginnings of a new reality.
We may arrive home and suddenly feel that our house is too empty. We may suddenly dislike being alone. We may find ourselves eating for no particular reason, as an attempt to “fill up.” We may find ourselves feeling unusually edgy, perhaps tense, or at best, restless. We may find it difficult to start a new project or to finish an old one. We may even feel that we are waiting for a bomb to drop, and we are not sure why. We may also find ourselves sleeping more with a new fatigue as we prepare to receive this light in all ways.
This new wave of light that is soon to fall over us, will bring with it, much more of the new blueprint. It will wash over the planet, moving things this way and that, all the while clearing out the old so that the new can now settle here. This new wave of light will change things forever more.
This means that we are on the cusp of living in a new reality that we may have only dreamed about. We may be feeling that we are somehow “done” with something, but we may not consciously know what that is. What is “done” then, is the old world reality. We have left it behind now, and thus, may feel that we have suddenly gone somewhere else. For many of us, we need no longer have those old experiences ever again.
This new wave of light will bring a change in the way we live on Earth Two. It will create a way of living that derives from the heart. We will realize what is really and truly important, brush aside old feelings of separation and judgment, or even prior passions for a cause, and now know that we are all truly brothers and sisters of a higher order.
This new wave of light will bring together those who are a match for each other in many different arenas, as old relationships that are not of a higher vibration and purpose will begin to fall. The light will shine and reveal what all relationships are really and truly about. So then, the new wave of light will also bring a new unity as well and a unity that exists in all true and rightful ways.
We will come together through the energy of the heart, so at times, new unions may not make sense, but none-the-less, they will be the right ones. This wave of light will bring in our pure and authentic destiny…meaning, “our destiny is at hand.” Our divinity will be restored. We will be connected to our true and rightful positions as the rightful stewards of the planet earth, and thus, be lovingly placed within these rightful spaces. There will be a “new order in the land.” There will be a “bountiful harvest.” This wave of light will usher in the new world and the new reality. In times to come, it will be hard to remember the old reality, as it will feel like something from a time and place that we had perhaps only dreamed about. Because soon, we will be living in the real dream, as what we had only dreamed about will now be alive in our waking states and physical reality.
Feeling empty, hollow, strange, restless, alone, or dis-connected, are feelings that accompany one who is at the door to the new. Yes, waiting for that door to open, standing before it wondering with anticipation what may lie behind it, or even waiting breathlessly in a strange and isolated position while a massive wave of light prepares to wash over us, is a space that is temporary at best, but here none-the-less.
These are strange yet exciting, unusual yet unprecedented, and long awaited times indeed.
With much love and gratitude,

WINGS - Earth Changes

The Earth Changes

February 12, 2010


Missed the WINGS post for February 10th? You can read it here.
Although a WINGS message was just recently posted, there are noteworthy events on the near horizon, and knowing the higher level reasons behind them before-hand, will hopefully serve to ease any stress and confusion that may result.
The Haiti earthquake jump-started the emergence of the new reality by opening our hearts and bringing people together once again. It literally cracked open the new earth, and prepared it for its very new beginning.
In very near times to come, we will experience additional natural disasters, and these will not occur in third world countries. Although the areas where these disasters will occur are most likely already known to many, personally, I do not see the need to report this aspect. We are always right where we need to be, at any given time. At our soul levels, we are always, but always, navigated to our perfect places and spaces. In this way, some of us will remain in these areas when these disasters occur, as our earth angel role will be greatly needed. Others can serve better by being removed from these areas, all according to who and what we have all come to do.
In addition, I rarely report these things well in advance, as I feel that there is always room for a different scenario. We never really know how and if all things will indeed actually occur. Reporting these events usually creates fear, and we are already having enough insecurity as it is. In addition, we might just create an unneeded situation simply because we are focusing on it, and it may have not been necessary at all. If we can take this ascension process step-by-step, and focus on each step we are experiencing at the time, then we are always right where we need to be.
Currently, we are right on top of the next impending earth change. Why are we having earth changes and can they be averted? Although they are certainly unpleasant and quite dramatic, they are none-the-less necessary at this time.
The earth is being prepared for a very new beginning. Certain geographical areas are thus being swept clean and cleansed, so that the palette for the new earth will be ready. As we are branching out now, and as the light is beginning to “take over,” a new bed is being made. There is no judgment here. Specific areas are not being targeted because they vibrate so low that they need a swift make-over. What is occurring here, is that there will be specific areas on the planet which will be the light centers, and these areas are being prepared for their new roles.
When a dramatic cleansing and movement with the energies takes place, the area that is cleansed always vibrates much higher after the cleanse and shift occurs. Haiti, for instance, will soon be a recognized sacred space. And some geographical areas may be re-arranged in quite a dramatic way as well.
This is all part of the process of creating the new world. We are starting all over from scratch, and so, the new world must have a new bed to lie in.
For some, we have recently been moved into a new energetic space in order to be energetically removed from these impending changes that will occur on the physical level of our new reality. Feelings of being “sequestered” for a awhile, of being removed, of suddenly feeling that one is now in a new and very calm, relaxed space, or even that we have finally landed somewhere that feels right, protected, and real, are some symptoms of having this experience. Several months ago, many of us were “sequestered” while a new hierarchy was being put into place. This occurred around the time of the separation of the worlds. We needed to be removed while something new was being set up, before we could move into it.
This new “sequestering” is very similar, but for different reasons this time. We are being removed while the new geographical earth is being prepared. These feelings of being removed are most prevalent for those residing in the areas that will be affected, as they are closer to them, and will thus, feel their impact much more. We are removed during these times so that we will not experience any trauma or reverberations from these dramatic changes.
Yes, these times are dramatic and stressful indeed. But if we can remember that we have planned this for a very long time, and know that things are being orchestrated and put into place in a perfect and divine way, hopefully, we can stay in spaces of peace, love, and calm while all of these changes occur.
With much love and gratitude,

WINGS Moving into new spaces

Moving Into Our New Spaces

February 10, 2010


The high/low, up/down pattern with the energies continues, as we move forward with creating the new reality one piece at a time. Now, we are creating and moving energy at some very deep levels, as we have made great progress enabling us to begin new phases in setting up a very new reality.
Last Thursday, February 4th, we had yet another shift, and although these shifts feel very unpleasant when they occur, they are none-the-less creating their original intentions…the purpose being to move us into a very new space, and then align with that new space and way of being and living.
When these new blueprints arrive, they always feel wonderful at first, and then we must align with them in order to bring them into form and to make them “stick.” So even though it may feel like not much is occurring at times, we are indeed making progress as these energies are pushing and pulling if even in some strange and uncomfortable ways.
We have begun the “pushing out” phase that I have described in WINGS past. We anchored and grounded into the earth, and because we are progressing right on track, we are now pushing these new and higher vibrating energies and patterns “out” in order to overtake the remaining illusion of the old reality.
This pushing out and expanding of our new and authentic selves, and our visions of a new and different reality, can at times feel like a collision is occurring. We can feel a tightness, an anger, a frustration, and a smothering effect as we strive to break through the old energies with our very new and higher vibrating energies.
With the large “germination” phase nearly over (yes, we still hunker down and hibernate with these ups and downs during the “down” phase), our new budding selves are breaking through the earth and reaching for the sun.
Hitting and making contact with the old energies can indeed feel unpleasant, but we must know with complete certainty, that we will indeed, without exception, overtake them (sounds like some kind of a nasty battle! …smile). I have had recent experiences with this scenario in grand situations, resulting in what I could only describe as genuine miracles. What we are being told is this: “The light is now the true and rightful steward of the new earth, and thus, the earth will be gifted to the light in all rightful ways. This is our new home…our heaven on earth…and it is indeed in the making now.”
Holding true to our stance and holding true to what we know is a higher vibrating way of living and being, can greatly served to ensure our new residency and rightful place in the new reality. And if becoming angry and very insistent that we have our way is the vehicle, so be it, as anger can at times be a great vehicle for movement and change, and certainly take us out of any old world victimization we may be feeling.
In addition, this shift on Thursday and Friday created yet another sort of split, as some energies went one way, and other energies went another. There will indeed be rungs of differing vibrational frequency in the new reality, and these powerful movements are simply moving things into their true and rightful positions and spaces. Order is being created, and this is how it should be. If we were somewhere we should not have been, we were moved back. If we needed to move forward, we were moved forward. If we needed to shift out of one space and into another, no matter in which direction that took us, the energies during this time accomplished this task. All with divine perfection.
On January 15th, we experienced several cosmic events all on the same day, which supported the blueprint for a new beginning for each and every one of us. So although this blueprint arrived with a bang, and then appeared to suddenly have vanished, in actuality, it did not. We have been aligning with it ever since. Looking back to where we are now, compared to where we were on January 16th, we have indeed traveled far and come much, much closer to that new beginning reality. As with all of ascension, we take things in steps because we must integrate and align, and Phase Two is no exception.
We “plug in” to the new energies, feel upbeat, positive, and see with clarity and hope, can remember who we are and perhaps what is next for us, have some new sense of security, and then it vanishes. While this new connection seemingly vanishes, we are germinating still, aligning, resting, burning off any lower vibrating energies within us, and preparing for what we are in the midst of creating.
So in this way, we may think everything is okay one minute, and then drop into a dark pit the next, feeling only despair and futility. This process for Phase Two (which began after we “crossed over”) is very different from the process for Phase One, as we are creating very new and from scratch (due to the fact that we separated from the old reality and there are now no ascension rungs below us to hold things intact). So then, it is up and then down because we are literally creating the new one minute and one piece at a time. (This new and unusual process is described in detail, along with much more, in the new mini e-book which is nearly complete now, so I will not go into it in great detail in the WINGS messages.)
Yesterday, February 9th, brought in yet another wave of seeming darkness and a deeper alignment. We are moving through old layers still within us, and at the same time, our outside reality is adjusting and re-calibrating with great intensity. Things are moving into position, are being set up, and are connecting together, as the next layer of the new grid comes into form. In this way, at pivotal times we must stay back and allow this to occur. Strange dreams at night (about how and where we had fit into the old reality, as we are now releasing these old spaces during dreamtime), needing to sleep more often and more deeply, and needing more fuel, are indicators of this process.
We are aligning at very deep levels now. We are connecting to a new inner strength and power, and this can take a tole on a human body and spirit. And as always, exhaustion and fatigue play a major part when we are moving massive amounts of energy within ourselves. And during these times as well, we may not be able to see the forest for the trees, as seeing through a filter of the density that is shifting makes everything look dark and gloomy, if even for a brief time.
I was on a walk the other day along the river at the bosque near my home. It was a rare sunny day (we have been having unusual weather patterns here in New Mexico, not unlike many other places around the globe). Weeks of no sun and unusual cold do not jive with my vision and prior experience of living in the southwest! But things felt different that day. I could feel that the weather was beginning to change, even though it was only the first week of February and still very cold. There were tiny, tiny new buds on the trees. There was a new green weed in my yard. The sun was actually out and shining. The geese were flying and honking. And in a very subtle way, it was getting warmer.
And this is the way it is with the creation of the new reality as well. Behind the scenes, things are changing and shifting. Much is being put into place. We are preparing for something very new and very different…much different than we have ever known before. And much different than we could have ever imagined in our old minds which existed in the old reality.
With much love and gratitude,