24 April, 2010

WINGS - Dismantling the Old

The Dismantling of the Old

April 20, 2010


(The first audio book from Emerging Earth Angels, Creating the New Reality, is now ready to order.)
As we ever so steadily progress with our new arrival into a higher vibrating space, we are “shifting into high gear,” as my star friends describe it…like a vehicle moving into overdrive, into its full capacity, and needing to accommodate a much faster moving energy.
Earthquakes, earthquakes everywhere, strange and unpredictable weather patterns, unusual moods and behaviors for many individuals, and a strange emptiness are but a few of the climates that these massive energy movements are creating.
The cosmic tsunami of new and higher vibrating energy is arriving more steadily now, while at the same time, the earth is moving and adjusting as well, as she prepares herself to more fully accommodate these new energies of our very new space.
The earth moved into a new space in the cosmos within the past few months, is adjusting and aligning, and we are doing very much the same. Beginning with a substantial earthquake here and there, and progressing into many earthquakes all over the globe at the same time, we are really beginning to feel these movements now. Volcanic eruptions, climate changes, and a continual shaking beneath our feet have become the norm for now, or so it seems. It is no wonder so many of us feel a strange shakiness, unease, and overall sense of change.
When we progressed to the point where many, many earthquakes were occurring all over the globe (around the first week of April), much was dislodged and moved out of its previous space. First, the darkness moved up and out, and could be felt as anxiety, panic, depression, or even a feeling of being “spooked.” The energies then progressed into the next stage, resulting in many “endings” and many changes. As much was moved up and out and dislodged from its old groove, many manifestations resulted relating to endings, losses, and a great emptiness. We are also beginning our residency in all ways, in a new state of more light. So then, this means that things were dislodged that no longer fit us, and also means that the light brought to the forefront and revealed anything and everything that no longer fit as well. In addition, things are being “dismantled” and taken apart, only to be put back together again in new ways at a later time.
Endings to relationships, discovering what was really and truly occurring with many relationships (as the light will always reveal what is really there), more endings with careers and geographical residencies, and endings with many connections may suddenly have become the norm. At this time as well, exit points are always created for souls (human and animal) to depart, as this is as well, another severed connection or rather, a departure from an old space that no longer fits. And if experiences of endings were not there for some, at best, a feeling that we perhaps no longer knew where we belonged, a feeling of not wanting to go or do what we usually did, or even just feeling “off” for no particular reason, seemed to run rampant as well. Nothing around us may have felt right, good, normal, secure, or remotely comfortable.
When these disruptive energies began to arrive more fully, accidents, physical ailments, body pain and stiffness from stuck energy that was being hit by all this movement, sickness, chest pain, nausea, and even difficulty breathing were experienced by many.
For nearly the entire month of March, we were in “busy and preparing” mode, as we readied ourselves for who knows what. At our soul levels, we knew that something was due to arrive, and we needed to be ready somehow. The “busyness” time almost seemed relentless, with no end in sight. Then, right before the new energies hit the first few days of April, we may have felt a let down, a subsiding of this “pushing and pulling us along” energy, while we experienced much of everything subsiding and coming to a halt. It was now time for the cosmic tsunami to begin. Even if we had not completed everything that we had set out to complete as we were in “preparation” mode, it did not matter, as the energies were simply doing their job of programming us, and allowing us to participate in whatever each of us felt we needed to, in order to be ready.
With all this new energy arriving, things may not be feeling as glorious as we may have imagined new and higher energy to be. But what else is new? This process of evolution has always been challenging, but what makes it perhaps worse than it needs to be is the absence of the heart energy, or of experiencing love and support from our brothers and sisters.
The heart energy is what it is all about in the higher realms. Creating the New Reality talks a lot about this new energy arriving and how to work with it and accommodate it, as this is really where everything now resides and what everything is all about.
All these new alignments, adjustments, and all this great movement are all related to the heart energy. We will now find that we are separating, pulling apart, and departing from things with no heart energy (or that do not match where we are), and will begin to congeal and connect more fully with those who very easily embody the heart energy. In this way, new beginnings are here and available as well.
Yes, doors are closing, things are ending, losses are occurring, and separations are evident as at the same time, those things that match our heart energy are what will remain or begin to manifest anew. This is how we navigate in the higher realms…through our hearts. Following our hearts will naturally take us to our new residencies and spaces, while departing from places that have no heart, or even where our own hearts are no longer, can only occur now, as the heart energy is running the show.
People may seem to only be out for themselves right now, with no seeming awareness that we may just need to come together with open hearts in order to survive in times to come. The energy fields around many individuals may seem to say “door closed,” “gone for the day,” or even “I’m holding my breath until all this is over,” and “I don’t see you” as self-protection seems to be running rampant. Or even, “I’m taking care of myself and my space so that I can survive all these upheavals and be steady in times to come. No time for anything else right now.” (More about this further on.)
My father is currently in the hospital preparing for his departure, as he has now refused all treatments and surrendered to his process. He could hold on no longer through artificial means, as his body is not sustaining him on its own. From the very beginning, at the time of his diagnosis, it became very clear that at our soul levels, he did not want me around during this time. We made an agreement at our human levels, and I have since stayed away, honoring his request, receiving my information about his health status second-hand from estranged relatives. All has been in divine and perfect order.
But I have to say, I never dreamed it would be so difficult to lose a parent. My father and I were very close our entire lives with a strong heart connection. It seems that everything suddenly reminds me of him, and I cannot go very long without the tears streaming down my face. Even though I am very aware of why and how things are occurring at the higher levels, I am still in a human body with human emotions, as I still live in a physical reality. It is hard to imagine that the unique energy that his particular soul embodied and the physical form it took, will never again walk this earth. Oh, the memories of the times we shared, how he contributed to who I am today, and the love that he gave to me while he was here. These losses make time stand still, make us step back for a while, and perhaps examine what life is really all about and what really and truly matters.
While at the bank the other day, one of the tellers asked me how I was doing and how my book was doing (we all know each other fairly well by now). Getting choked up and tearful, I told him about my father. He immediately jotted down his home number and asked me to call him if I needed to. Others who have become aware of my sadness and loss seem to stay behind a wall of separation, which includes by far the majority of the people I am now acquainted with. I have begun to wonder if the heart energy has become a rare thing, with so much pain, suffering, and futility having been experienced by so many on the planet in recent times. Have the final days of the old earth been too much for some, and shut down our hearts? And for those whose hearts remain open, do we continue to allow ourselves to be taken advantage of, stomped on, and sucked dry?
As we progress ever onward, we will indeed learn how to navigate with the heart energy. We will know to have it readily accessible to other heart energy, and to keep it closed for those who are not ready and who do not see us.
Now seemingly an almost rare and extinct energy, we will always know when the heart energy is present, as we will feel it immensely. It is the wave and glue that brings everything to us and allows us to manifest almost immediately. It is what connects us if we allow it to override all else. We will come to know and see each other, heart to heart. And we will draw to ourselves what we connect to with our hearts.
As our circles of connection may begin to feel as if they are getting smaller, the connections that remain for those in the higher realms are all about the heart. Yes, we will begin to bond with and come together with those who share this energy. Like the cream of the crop, it will rise to the surface and stay above and beyond what is now occurring at the lower rungs of the ascension ladder. The rattling beneath our feet, the shifting and sorting that the earth adjustments are creating, will very naturally create new connections, as all other connections will re-arrange themselves and move into new spaces that now match where each and every energy vibrates. At times, it seems that this sifting and sorting process we have experienced for so many years has no end, as we evolve ever higher.
Much will begin to fall away now, as it can no longer exist in these new and higher vibrations. As the earth changes continue on, we will experience more and more crashing, endings, and closing doors as the old prepares for its impending demise. Like dominoes of extinction, things will begin to fall very rapidly in times to come. But this is what we knew would eventually occur. We knew at some level that the process would unfold this way. We are now experiencing the end stages of “endings” in order that we may start anew. So as we gain new strength through our new connection to the new earth, we are preparing to stand tall as we ready ourselves for bringing in the new…a very new earth that will replace the old when the time is right.
In Crossing Over, a blueprint is outlined that explains how we will become self-sufficient before we come together as a whole. In this way, the plan is about being able to sustain ourselves before we connect to others. We must be individuals in a true and strong way before we create a higher vibrating whole. So then, this is now occurring in regard to many finding themselves taking charge of their spaces and making sure they are able to stand firm in times to come. But this does not mean that we cease to have heart connections during this time. We can take charge of our spaces and become strong and steady, while at the same time caring deeply about our brothers and sisters when they need our heart energy. I am not talking about saving others who have not chosen to move forward or grow and expand, but about loving each other and being there for each other through the challenging times that are now only just beginning.
Today I decided to get in my car, cat in tow, and point it in the direction of my daughter and grandchildren, on the opposite side of the United States. Planning on stopping along the way, in small and obscure towns with no agenda or plan, welcoming a new and amazing experience of seeing where there is still heart and soul present (as I know it is there, all over the place), I am looking forward to restoring my faith in humanity. With synchronistic and unplanned meetings with others, as the heart energy very naturally draws other heart energy to itself, I am looking forward to clearing my cobwebs, renewing my energy, connecting with my father in a new way after he transitions, and I hope, preparing myself for my new beginning when I arrive back home. (For those of you who are subscribers in regard to regular on-going donations, no worries, as I will continue to post the WINGS messages while away from home, just as I have always done.)
This is where my heart is now taking me…to the hearts of many others out there along the way. And not coincidentally, it is also in true alignment with one of my new endeavors and offerings. If we follow our hearts, if we gravitate to what is at the core of our being and to who and what we are all about, and if we follow the trail of crumbs to a space that is full of our own hearts and that will activate the heart in others as well, we cannot go wrong.
Many of us were born for this time…for this time of massive change on the earth. And because of this truth, we will easily stand tall and firm in times to come as we usher in a very new reality.
With much love and gratitude,

11 April, 2010

WINGS - The Next Wave of the Cosmic Tsunami Arrives

The Next Wave of the Cosmic Tsunami Arrives

April 8, 2010

Missed the WINGS post for April 4th? You can view it here.
The cosmic tsunami wave of light showered us with another installment the past few days, and it could be felt in many varied ways, all according to how each of us is wired and how we accept and interact with energy.
The off-shore Chile earthquake which occurred on February 17th, was powerful enough that it literally shifted the earth on her axis. This created a lot of movement on the planet, as everything was thrown this way and that way, pushing a wide variance of energies into our spaces. Some of these energies were from our past, and others from our future, as all rungs on the vibrational hierarchy were affected and pushed together (and even some energies from other dimensions!)
, if even for a brief period of time.
After enough time was allotted for this shift to accomplish what it was meant to accomplish, which was to get the earth more fully into alignment with her new space in the cosmos, the next wave of earth movements were then triggered. (The Haiti earthquake was actually the first in a long series of earth movements yet to come, and its purpose was to jump start the heart energy, which is the overriding energy of our new and higher vibrating dimension.)
Remember, the energy of the new earth is coming from the bottom up this time, even as the cosmic tsunami does indeed arrive from the cosmos to support this process, so imminent earth changes are a vital piece of the process of creating the new earth.
These earth changes are creating the new foundation so that the light from our new residency in the cosmos can more fully integrate. In this way, we settle in with more of a new foundation, while at the same time, this triggers more of the new wave of light to arrive, bringing with it much more of the heart energy and of a higher vibrating air to breathe.
With the new earth position now more fully in place, Baja California next experienced a substantial earthquake on April 4th. Immediately after on April 6th, Indonesia experienced an earthquake measuring 7.7 in magnitude. From April 4th and following, there were countless earthquakes recorded around the globe in massive numbers. At the same time, a new wave of light began arriving on the planet, as these earth movements around the globe began to position themselves in order to receive this light.
As the new wave of light hits the earth’s atmosphere, it is immediately transmuted into a sort of fairy dust so that it can more easily be assimilated and so that it arrives more gently. With all this activity occurring, many of us are experiencing wide and varied symptoms. As always, it is best to consult a healthcare professional for symptoms, as not every symptom can be attributed to the ascension process.
So then, what are some of the symptoms that we may feel during these times of massive energy movement?

Difficulty breathing or lung soreness due to the “fairy dust” arrival.

Heart pain, palpitations, chest pain, and upper back pain from the heart opening energies.

Having the sensation of a lump in the throat, from the opening of the heart.

Leg pain and foot pain from the earth movements and new grounding.

Over-all body pain, headaches, bladder or kidney pain, and muscle aches from detoxing in order to align with the new energies.

Feeling as if you are hyper-ventilating as the higher vibrating energies hit our systems.

Acute fear and anxiety.

Depression and low energy for some, heightened energy for others.

Feeling very “off,” as of nothing fits or is familiar, and feeling jittery and frazzled, almost as if a trauma has occurred.

Becoming very emotional and crying about everything….when love and caring is experienced, and when it is not when it should have been (the heart energy again.)

Sleeplessness and stress, even if there is really none present in our lives at the moment.
When we experience massive movements with the energies and a new positioning, the darker and denser energies almost always show up somehow, as they are on their way out and have been dis-lodged. In this way, we may feel corresponding feelings, i.e. darkness, depression, fear, and anxiety as these denser energies are surrounding us for a brief time.
If we can remember that these feelings are only temporary, and result from something quite amazing and truly holy occurring, it can sometimes make the process a bit easier to digest. When we stay focused on positive and happy things, and stay in the company of loving and caring individuals, these things will then be what are magnified, when these new energies arrive and rev things up. For sensitive individuals, these massive movements of energy can really stir things up. For me, being on a near i.v. of Rescue Remedy during these times is what is needed!
When the energies are this intense, we can also create in a near instant. So again, what we entertain in our minds will arrive almost immediately for us, what we are being will arrive very quickly, and what we are feeling will magnify. It can greatly help then, if we are conscious about who we are and what we believe, as it will arrive for us like a locomotive at times.
All in all, these earth movements are bringing us much more fully into our new and rightful spaces. We are getting closer and closer to being in a very new groove. Up until now, many of our projects are still in mid-stream as the energies continue to arrive in start-stop waves, thus we can only create parts of things. Our projects then, never seem to get completed! We align, and then create a bit more. We create just what we need to sustain us in these small and new increments.
Being that the light is now taking a foothold as the new and rightful steward of the planet, what is rightfully ours will return to us again. At the higher levels, this means our power and our position here, along with the new earth position. There are many differing levels as well. My daughter just received some clothing that she had traded to another mother many years ago, and it was the original clothing from her first born son. She now gets to pass it on to her latest children to wear, so they get to wear the clothing of their older brother. She was brought to tears to see the twins in their brother’s clothes, as she had thought these clothes were gone forever.
As these massive shake-ups continue on, and as we continue to align with our very new space in the cosmos and on the planet, we can come to know that the time has finally come for the light to fully embody this very new earth. The arrival of the light and the movement it creates, or what we have subconsciously been preparing for by getting ourselves situated the past few weeks, is very near at hand.
With much love and gratitude,

WINGS - Taking Charge of Our Spaces

Taking Charge of Our Spaces

April 4, 2010


As we ground more firmly into the earth (or rather as the light begins owning its new power and taking its place as the rightful steward of the new earth and new reality), interesting changes and scenarios are beginning to unfold.
Owning and connecting to our new and rightful power brings with it some specific stages of evolution, and many of these stages have been unfolding in recent weeks and are continuing still.
We are now very here, and on the earth in every way possible, which means that we are no longer up there, out there, removed, distanced, and in meditation. What some of us have strived to see and be while in a meditative state needs to be here now in a reality state. Many of the other dimensions that existed through differing ways of accessing them, are now here 24/7, as we are now living in a new and higher vibrating dimensional reality.
This change of scene or venue usually begins by feeling a new and different sense of power. In times past, many of us may have used surrender to access more light, or even strived to “get out of our own way” in order to connect or bring in some higher vibrating energies from somewhere else. But now, things are very different. I have written about this change coming in many of my recent books, and we are really experiencing this now, as it is finally time.
We are the light now. We are the power now. Most of us have evolved far enough through Phase I of the ascension process, that we no longer need to defer to something else that seems to know more than we do. In this way, we need not feel that our egos are running the show. Hoping this all makes sense. For those who have gone through and experienced the most intense processes of evolutionary growth and expansion over the years, these souls will feel the most in charge now.
In this way, we need no longer defer to off-planet non-physical sources either. Those of us who have and are experiencing the ascension process, are revered enough by our ancestors (who know very well that those of us in form on this planet were intended to create a new earth, as we continue to evolve far beyond our predecessors)
, that they leave us alone unless asked. Meddling or dictating off-planet sources are not of the highest order.
As we begin this process of owning our new power, we very naturally begin to tangle with non-physical presences that want to whisper in our ears, telling us that we have no right or business being in charge, or even that we do not know what we are doing. Playing with our egos and our confidence, these energies may be interpreted as dark forces by some, but I have always believed and experienced them simply as aspects of ourselves that are coming to the surface as they are on their way out, and are thus, coming from fear of their demise.
Whenever we evolve and expand, we nearly always encounter the darkness. As if it is trying to grab onto us and keep us tethered to where we once were, these are simply energies which can no longer be a part of us, nor have a hold on us, as we are now vibrating much higher than they are. The same is true for the light as well. When we communicate with the non-physical world which is of a higher order, we are simply communicating with aspects of ourselves which we are not yet ready to own, and thus, place outside of ourselves until we eventually evolve into being them ourselves. As for the darker energies, we are encountering them as well, but only in the opposite direction. So many symptoms of transition! Does it ever end?
So then, as we begin owning our new power, we may find ourselves challenged by issues regarding our egos, as we are simply re-balancing and coming into our true and rightful places. And we have most certainly earned the right to take charge of the planet and our spaces now.
So then, coming into our power can also relate to taking care of ourselves and setting up more secure boundaries, re-structuring into a new and different space, and placing ourselves first for a while as we gear up for the times ahead. In the last WINGS post, I referred to many energies who were only out for themselves, but this is not what I am referring to here.
In order to embody our new power and new space, we need to set it up and we need to secure it. In this way, we may be finding ourselves becoming very clear about what we will allow into our spaces and what we will not. We may be preparing our finances and making sure that we are taking care of ourselves first, and we may find that we are very done with deferring to the needs of others as we may have done in times past during Phase I.
During Phase I, or up until September of 2009, we agreed to assist with bringing this planet to a new and higher level of consciousness by interacting with many of the darker and denser energies. Now things are very different. Because our roles are now vastly different than they were in Phase I, we may now find ourselves saying “no more” to anything we may have endured in times past. In this way, we may become adamant that we be somewhere new and different, and we may find ourselves securing our boundaries like never before, as we attempt to make sure that our new spaces are pristine and pure, all the while embodying the energies of a very new reality and new us.
This is because we are now in Phase II which involves creating the new reality, and not necessarily then, in assisting and helping others. If we are going to set up a new world, we must be able to do just that. We must create spaces that support us in doing what we need and desire to do (and be) next. Yes, many of us will be assisting those who are residing below us, at the next level down (and certainly in regard to the impending natural disasters), but we will come to know, that in times to come (or really, how it has always been), we cannot assist others without assisting ourselves first.
Phase I of the ascension process created many instances where we seemingly had no choice but to be in situations we may have preferred not to be in. At our soul levels, we were simply doing our jobs of raising the vibration of the planet through ourselves. Now, we actually get to come first in all ways. This is part of owning our new power.
When my daughter was pregnant with her twins (who will be two years of age in June), I checked in on their energy to see what they would be about. Each generation, or succession of new souls arriving on the planet, comes with a mission or purpose intact. These newest souls have some very different energies. They are very adamant and powerful beings. They stop at nothing to get what they want. They know what the new reality was meant to look like, and plan on forging through with strong intent, unwavering with what they have come to accomplish. They will not be swayed…they are strong beings indeed.
During my last visit with my grandbabies, they became obsessed with getting some new golf clubs, just like their older brother. Luckily, we found some plastic ones at the store, and these boys bathed with them, slept with them, rode with them in the car, and used them as “tools” all the while I was there. One day while I was sitting on the sofa, Solomon took a hard and forceful swing and clobbered me on the forehead with his club. Quite stunned, I teared up as my head began to swell. Upon seeing me upset and hurt, both babies immediately ran to their cribs and returned with their “blankies,” placing them in my lap as they lovingly tended to my situation.
This is the energy of the new souls. Very powerful, aggressive, active and forceful, but at the same time, having open hearts that do not hesitate to give love and caring. And this then, is the energy that we are finding ourselves embodying as well. As we evolve into matching the energies of the new earth, at whichever stage we are currently experiencing, we always “become” the energy we are residing in. Each succession of newly arriving souls matches the newest earth energy, and as for us, we evolve very naturally into these states as well. In this way, we may arrive as one particular kind of soul, but always morph into the latest model. We may find that we are needing to call upon a very new strength within us now, but we will still find it easy to open our hearts as well when needed and in appropriate situations (not in situations where we are being taken advantage of). The new heart energy knows when to open and when to stay closed.
There is another scenario unfolding as well. There are indeed energies still residing in the Earth Two overlay, or rather that are still around us, who still do not see the big picture, or rather that there is indeed a whole. Even though many of us may currently be in positions of taking care of ourselves, or rather laying our new foundations and ways of being, this is a temporary situation brought about by the advent of the March equinox and the new plateau that we have created thus far.
So even though many of us are currently tending to ourselves and our own needs, we are only in this phase so that we may be strong and ready to assist others when needed, and also, to begin the creation of the new planet earth. There are others who are coming from a very different stance. These are souls who have not yet awakened and evolved. These souls are taking care of their own needs, and will continue to do so as they are coming from fear. They do not know how to interact with others by meeting in the middle, seeing and acknowledging the needs of those around them, and do not understand that there is a “whole” out there, not just a singular self.
When interacting with these souls, it can be challenging, but we are being taken care of in miraculous ways and guided to just the right situations and changes, so that we need no longer associate or connect with these types of energies. Many weeks past, an energy such as this suggested that I was “taking things personally” when I loudly objected to the situation at hand. I heartily disagreed. For me, it is a matter of integrity and human decency, in addition to a matter of the well-being of this planet and working together as a team while considering the needs of everyone involved. I recently received a letter from a woman who had just experienced the same.
It is almost difficult to remember the days when we were so deep in transition, with seemingly nothing to connect to and feeling so very lost. With each earth movement, we connect more fully, as each and every energy adjusts and aligns with the new energies of the new earth. Many days ago, my off-planet friends revealed to me that there will be a progression of more severe earthquakes arriving next in the Baja California area, and as each area of earthquake activity aligns and adjusts, these quakes will be moving steadily upward into Southern California. Today, Baja California experienced a 6.9 earthquake (since upgraded to a 7.2), as our earth continues with its process of preparation for the new energies. As always, we will always be right where we need to be at any given time, as each of us has amazing internal barometers and a higher awareness present, if even at times at our subconscious levels.
As our very new spaces become ever more intact, so does our very new power, as we begin a new and exciting residency in a very new reality of our making.
With much love and gratitude,